This is kind of an important notice to those who know me on DA. And it would be nice of you to listen to me bitch for a while. If I haven't mentioned it already, I'm moving to another city in four days. My computer is gonna be packed up by tommowrow (unless you are reading this tommorow, in that case it would be today).

So don't expect anything from me in the next two weeks or something. I'll be busy packing, unpacking, complaining and crying.

On to me complaining. Ever since I came to Canada my family's moved like, five times, the last time being the summer of 2007. All these moves have been painful, but two of them have topped the list.

I'll start off with the one that happend a while ago, cuz I've kinda gotten over it. The place where I've stayed the longest ever since I came here was NOTTELLING. Ah yes, it was a nice, small and peaceful town. I moved there when I was five and left when I was ten. So yeah, that sucked a lot. I had some really good friends there and I was planning on going to high-school with them. I had a best friend who I shared nearly everything with. We were like sisters. After I left (which was as painful as hell btw), the two of us lost a lot in common. I still have some brief contact with her but it feels as if I'm talking to a stanger. I don't think we have anything in common, really. She thinks that I've changed and I think that she's changed. When I first realized that (it took me a while to accept it) I wondered how two people who once pretty much knew what the other was thinking, could have such different opinions and interests. The two of us still e-mail each other a bit but there isn't much to talk about.

After moving to UDUNCARE, I left again after staying there for a year and a half. That sucked too but I had no one there to call me her best friend.

Then I moved to UDOEZNTNOEZ. This is where I shall be moving yet AGAIN from. I came here when I was in grade 7 and I've stayed here for a year and a half. The thing that sucks the most now is that I've finally found a place where I am truly comfortable and I trust my friends here more then I've trusted anyone before (with the exception of my other best friend). Now I'm getting all sentimental and I don't do that often.

Here I think I've met my true best friend, someone who I can really relate to...
The painfully sarcastic gyerfry-the-wolf [link]
Gyerfry, if you are reading this which I know that you will soon enough, know that I shall miss you the most out of anyone that I've missed before . And I shall also dearly miss my other friends cuz I've had the most fun here then anywhere else that I've been too. And I'm too pathetic to actually say this in front of you guys . And also . Cuz you know I hate hugs.

About moving...I'm as nervous as fuck. I've never really had any problems making friends but leaving my old friends makes me etremely miserable and emotional (which isn't probably that emotional by most standards). I wonder if I will get a new Bff... but I don't think that best friends can be replaced. And I hope that I won't be the only girl that thinks Twilight is trash. Way to get hated on on my very first day.

And I also hope that I will not run into a sparkly vampire by any chance cuz I, unlike Bella, actually have a life, and also unlike her I have real ambitions and I'm not into cold, dead, sparkly stalking pussies.

And no serial killers please. I'd prefer not having to claw my own throat out. I should remember to stay away from cute girls with knifes and tell them to stay away from a crazy bitch that could kill them with a ruler.

There are a few good sides of moving but I just finished listening to a bunch of emo songs and I am PMSing. So at the moment I'm being a pessimistic bitch (can you blame me?).

I've relieved some of the stress now and I feel better. The good thing is that once we've moved in my family's gonna stay there for good. That kinda rocks. Unless everyone there is a dirty jackass.

So my next journal entry is gonna be about me and my wonderful new life. And possibaly acceptance/rejection letters.

See ya in two weeks and thanks for listening to me complain.

~shadowneko133